Monday 8 October 2012

Lost.

Lost. And alone. In this forest of concrete.
Sad. And sadder,as I drag along my feet.
Melancholy. Nostalgia. Wash over me again.
Tears. Tearful smiles. Nothing left but pain.

Obsessive. Compulsive. My world is now on fire.
Insecure. Discontent. My life is without desires.
Everyone. Everything. Turns against me now.
Maybe not. Ah my heart. In pain yet it does bow.

Fuzzy. Unclear. My view of the world.
Doubts?Or just tears? Let nothing unfurl.
Full stops.Question marks.The only things I see.
Commas.Exclamations.They all but dodge me.

Where I am. Who too. Its all just lost,unclear.
My heart. Still not with me. But it is engulfed in fear.
Mistakes. Always.There to ruin the day.
Lost. That's all I am. Won't someone show me the way? 
 
A light.Just shine it. Or just give me a push.
Right path. Right direction. Anything right as such.
Friendship. Love. A little care, some compassion.
Something. Anything, really. Just in a sweet fashion.

Discovery.Of self. I search for who I am.
 Lost. And all alone. I ache for a loving palm.
Stretching. I reach out. With hopes and all my faith.
Life.And love. I am ready to catch your bait!