Friday 27 September 2013

It kills me when you're gone

I count the steps you take,
When you walk away,
And take my heart with.

I think you do, at least,
Cause the void that's in my chest.
Couldn't really be anything else.

The absence of you, of your smell,
Leaves me mad, leaves me depressed.
Oh, come back to me.

I'd rather take your indifference,
Than the heartbreak of your absence.
Please, do not leave.

My soul is scarred, your truancy burns.
At every footstep, my head turns.
Desperation, is this not?

Come back, come back soon.
Don't walk away, don't lengthen this June.
It kills me when you are gone.

Thursday 26 September 2013

Chandeliers

Early morning, late one night.
A sleepless soul heard a knock on his door.
The sky was dark, too dark to hide,
And her porcelain skin shined through.

Her tired red eyes spoke of distress,
Her smile spoke of secrets he longed to know,
From a transitory trance, as he did egress,
In her wake, his presence aglow.

The thunder of the clouds, the magnificent sky,
Her soaking black dress, mimicking the midnight blue,
The lightning bolts, and their reflections in her eyes.
The slight shiver in her voice made her words hard to construe

A place to stay, just for a while,
For the storm to pass, for the sky to clear.
He thought for a second, then wondered why.
He smiled at her, you can stay here.

The music of the rain drops filled the silence,
As he stepped aside to let her in.
The empty foyer filled with her being, her essence.
Politely smiling, as she walked in.

The light murmur in the hall halted for none,
But she was different, always had been
The instruments continued to strum,
All eyes turned to her, beauty right out of a dream.

The gathering of the finest kind,
It was like it had been waiting just for her,
In every conversation, drinks did, a way, find.
Introductions, way more than one can endure.

The windows were opened by one of the guests,
Cold shivers ran through one and all.
The laughs were now a little less repressed.
Dancing, loving, people fell like cannonballs.

She talked to some, observed more,
The chandelier kept catching her eye.
She stood beneath it, stared and adored.
And barely noticed the time flying by.

With a heavily pounding heart,
Up to her he walked.
Fixated at the chandeliers from the start.
He knew she wouldn't shy from a talk,

And she didn't, she smiled sociably.
And talked about the winsomeness of the world.
He ached to tell her of her own beauty,
But somehow knew she would've already known.

They talked well into the night,
His graceful guest and he,
From things he'd earlier shied,
He found no reason to be.

There was something about her,
Something he needed to care for,
A sadness as cold as champagne glasses were.
As unlike the warm smile that she wore.

Away from the prying eyes,
With strawberries, and rim-filled glasses;
Divulged under the roaring skies,
Watched the storm as it passes.

As he awoke,
To find the sun shining in his eyes.
Alone, under the Oak.
He wasn't surprised.

The enigma that she was, she is,
Unsolved, unattainable.
He didn't remember if it was real, the kiss.
But the reminiscence was inexplicable.

He looked at his chandelier,
And mused, and smiled, and left.
Again, he knew, he'd never see her,
But of her being it'd never be bereft.

No love lost, no one found.
A moonstruck moment in a momentous night.
Some mystifying company, a lonesome crowd.
Oh what dreams realities incite.

Monday 23 September 2013

His

I catch my eyes drifting,
To you, and your beautiful face.
He's sitting right beside you,
And I can't help but stare.
I'd stand up now, and kiss you.
Right now, right here.
I'd leave all, and run with you,
If you'd only care.

I watch you watch me all day,
From the corner of my eye.
I can't just let you do that,
He's sitting right by my side!
I long to let you hold me,
To lie in your embrace, tight
I hold my breath and wait
For the blanket of the night.

He plays with your hair,
Caresses your face
Gets to drown in your eyes,
And hold you by the waist.
Everytime he touches you,
It rips to shreds my bliss.
I feel my heart crash and burn.
Why are you only his?

He is a beautiful soul,
Like me, so much like me.
You are so very different,
Then how come you make me free?
You say all you've learnt of love,
You have from seeing us.
You say you know now what a heartbeat is.
But all I know-is being his.


Thursday 12 September 2013

Death

The shooting stars above our heads,
Sparks flying through the air, 
Between us.
Tearing my patience to shreds,
Your silent looks, that volatile stare.
Oh, how my strengths you test.

The tick of the clocks,
The light bugs,
And your glowing skin.
The racing pulses, eyes talk.
Passion unplugged.
And the beautiful sky we soar in.

As you push back from my face, 
Strands of hair come loose.
I hold my breath.
The air satiates with your taste.
Our hearts rush, neither calling a truce,
Is this sweet death?

Your fingertips trace my hand,
My face, my back.
My soul.
Everything wanted and unplanned,
Rising from smoke, pitch black,
Take shapes beyond my control.

The breeze leaves me shivering, cold;
Or is that you?
It is, isn't it?
Your touch tingles, lures,bites, and scores.
And without much ado, 
My heart, and soul you aggravate.

Myself, I try to free,from pain,
From you, from your embrace.
I avoid those cold, fiery eyes.
With all my strength I pull away,
And draw closer instead.
Oh sweet surprise.

My ecstasy, my eskimo, 
My death, you will be.
The happiest, most vicious death.
 As you burn me, lo, and behold,
To end, my smiles won't cease.
Embrace me, love me,Oh dear Death.

Wednesday 4 September 2013

Unbreakable

What have I ever done, but love you?
Who have I been, without you?
You are my hallelujah. You are my win.
You are mine, and mine to keep.

There is nothing left to give,
There is nothing left to take.
We kept asking for more,
When nothing was left.

The rustling leaves, the dancing trees.
They are the same, aren't they now?
The trembling lips, the uncaring grips.
I miss them- you, somehow.

I thought me unbreakable.
I thought you true.
I did think wrong-
Love is blind and cruel.

Now I wonder, now I stray.
I look for stones when I see windows.
Dried out tears, dried to waste.
Pretentious panes, shuddering shadows.

The cold alley, the sounds of fire.
The patchy blanket, and us curled up inside.
Your warmth radiating into my soul.
Reviving me every time I died that night.

The apathy of my ardor seems fitting,
Seems right.
Holding on, as I ride into the Sun,
Without forgetting. I tried.