Secrets.

Under the dark, blue sky,
Under the dim lit stars
That twinkled away,
Far away.
I met you, I felt you,
I found you, I knew you.
I shared my soul,
And the darkness of my heart.
Slowly, you became the darkest part

But when did that start?
The dew never settled.
The scars of the thorns
Never left my feet.
Sometimes when the wind blows,
I can hear you breathe.
You found me, you held me.
Never knew me, did you?
Left me out, in the rain,
To climb down, alone.
It wasn't the nicotine
That I got high on,
That I craved.
Of which I was a slave.
You, in turn, of her, her love.
Still are, I can see.
Only the smoke remains.
And a lonesome me.